T’s words of wisdom.
Following:Class War Hooligan
— Buddha (via thecalminside)
Went to a going-away party last night for a good friend of mine in Riverside. Fun party overall- watched a guy projectile vomit for quite a while before I got him some water, and explained the significance of Trident Minty Sweet Twist flavored chewing gum to Shane. Got a little weird though when my friend’s roommate was asking people if they wanted to buy these pills of ambiguous origin. He apparently had been taking from his own supply, as he seemed quite involved with petting my friend’s dog while speaking with us almost incoherently. I did not exactly have insuffuating ground-up mystery chemicals through a dollar bill off a Kurt Cobain poster on my list of priorities at the moment, even in a somewhat-drunken state. Thank you for the offer, though! While everyone left the house (probably to go buy/ingest more mystery chemicals), two friends and I played a round of Settlers and took a small hike in the early morning before heading home.
On the pharmaceutical front, you know you’ve hit rock-bottom when you’re calling your Gynecologist the day before an in-office procedure practically begging us for pills. (Oh, so you’re not allergic to acetaminophen- You just want to take as much hydrocodone as you can without dying of liver failure from the acetaminophen. No, you will not get the 10/325 Norco- We are prescribing the 5/325. We are not prescribing this to help you sleep- You are supposed to take it before your appointment. No, we will not give you more than three pills- If we give you more than that, you’re fucking going to take all of them at once and overdose on acetaminophen, and then we’re fucked because you’re under our care. I’ll just give vague and unpromising, but otherwise polite responses to your requests under the veil of “checking with my manager” (who already said “no”) and you can try calling us in the morning when all of your pills are gone and you claim you can’t get your procedure done without more pills.) Godddamn, America- You sure do love your precious pills! Stay safe, kids! Pharmacists must be the most jaded individuals in the entire American health industry.
My sister has been living/working with me, and I’m actually very glad to be spending time with her away from our parents. She is picking things up at the office very quickly and I get along with her much better when she is not having shouting matches with our mom.
time to play around with these VSTs and work on this cover.
|Drake:||You... you don't hate me?|
|Nicki Minaj:||You idiot! That's all in your head.|
|Drake:||But... I hate myself.|
|Rihanna:||Those who hate themselves cannot love or trust others.|
|Drake:||I am wicked... a coward... weak... and...|
|Beyoncé:||If you know yourself, you can be kind to others.|
|Drake:||I hate myself. But... I might be able to love myself. I might be able to stay here. Yes. I am nothing, but I... I am myself. I wish to be myself. I wish to stay here as myself. I am worthy of living here!|